I AM

I feel so much better about myself than I have in years. What brought about this, you may ask? Well, I had a bit of break through. Believe it or not, I'm socially retarded, meek, and shy. I dislike new things because I'm afraid of failure to the point where it's crippling. I'm tired of being a negative Nellie about everything in my life and I'm going to turn every "no" into a "FUCK YES!" This is the beginning of the Monica who has been hiding in the corner waiting for her moment. I'm forcing her out into the world, because whether she likes it or not, I AM, and I'm going to BE.

Don't like it? That's fine. You'll break free someday too.